Realization

One night I kept thinking and just unsure how to proceed life tomorrow knowing I’m nothing but a little kid with no dream. Not having a dream is a big problem, everyone should have their own dream in my opinion, because it helps guide your life to your own satisfaction and give meaning to your life.

But It’s not like I never ever had any dream before I did have some inspirations about who I want to be but still very unsure if I liked to be that person for the rest of my life or fully committed to that idea of living.

Ever since I was a kid I love spending time in front of my computer either study or play videogames, somehow I just love spending my time in front of the screen which used to make me not liking to go outside before, ever since I was a kid I always think that I could a have job working with computer in the future but I was nowhere near what I’m talking about back then, I always want to be an “IT” which I did not even know what that means back then, I just know that it is the job that requires computer to work.

I actually have another hobby (creating art) that used to temp me to make it as my full time job in the future and of course I always consider about it too. After through so much considerations, creating arts is a fun hobby for me, but I also don’t want to ruin the hobby that I actually enjoy doing in my free time and make it as my full time job, that would make me hate the thing that I used to love doing, but if I get the chance to work freelance I’ll never miss the opportunity.

Inspired

So I mention about “IT” before, ever since I was a kid I always think that having an IT job is so cool and the one factor that inspires me and introduce me to that interest is my cousin his name is Chhay Try, but to he’s more like a brother to me than a cousin. He did not just inspired me about IT he inspired me about life too, he came from a poor family and live through a lot of hardships through his childhood, but he did not give up, instead he kept learning and working nonstop till he got a very stable job and able to feed his whole family.

That alone teaches me a lot, it tells me that success does not come with luck but with effort. Luck is when preparation meets opportunity, there is no magic spell that could transition your life around without trying or putting in the work or effort.

Obstacles

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